small but mighty

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what a year to turn thirty, hey? my summer birthday was spent with my husband, Kevin, just the two of us, sharing a special meal and relaxing - the way we celebrated all holidays this year. 

in 2020, we have a multitude of ways to connect with others, even though in-person gatherings are restricted. postal mail, e-mail, phone calls, and video calls mean that when we miss someone, we can utilize safe methods to communicate with them. "it's not the same, though," as those in-person interactions, the ones that put everyone involved at risk of lasting health complications or death from COVID-19. so, even with other options, 2020 had people crowding around cars, kitchens, and copses, not caring how many people's deaths they could cause through manslaughter. I have lost respect for many people who compromised with people's lives by not staying apart, not caring if those around them kept breathing.

despite how horrific people can be, sometimes humans demonstrate kindness. in 2020, we witnessed people exploring ways to live better. we have seen more people working from home and learned how more people can do so in a healthy way in the future. Rooster Teeth Productions' annual event for Extra Life raised awareness and funds for Children's Miracle Network Hospitals, even with the pandemic. hopefully the good in 2020 will inspire real change in areas that need it - living standards, employment, healthcare, housing security, the environment, justice, human rights, and more. 

in a year of such overarching events, my personal joys feel insignificant. I was able to create, draw, write, and bake. I was one of the 2020 cohort who made yeast bread loaves for the first time; it went pretty well. in the Before Times of early 2020, I got to see my ocean again; the trip gave me a deepened sense of peace and settledness - I am where I am supposed to be.

​my growth this year has shaken old burdens from my grasp so, as in previous years, I will leave them behind. I am better off without them. I will carry into 2021 only my collection of treasures - the renewed bonds, the joy, and the love; though it may be small, it is mighty.


hope you are well.
Chelsea

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